; ** GIVE ME THE WINGS AND LET ME FLY ** ;

Saturday, April 22, 2006

mid-year is coming up and i havent even started studying!ah!whats up with me man!oh man.school was rather fun cos my class was let off early for some mini bazar in the canteen to raise funds for the butainese refugees.i spent 10 bucks today and spending 10 bucks in school is considered a lot.its like half of the week allowance?!anyway caslin,yokemay,janice and me wanted to go to the darn haunted house but the queue was freakin' long plus the weather was darn hot so we skipped.i ate mushmallow with some melted chocolate sauce.it was delicious.than caslin,janice and me did henna on our right hand.it was quite nice.heehee.yokemay cant do cos she have to attend her NPCC.after lunch we went home.

oh man.my mood has gone down again.i dont know whats up with me these days.which totally sucks la.i either throw temper at other people or just being angry at myself.how pathetic.going to watch burn the floor with fangzi,ateeqah,melanie and natalina!cant wait!i m dying to watch that concert man!they are world champs!how can i miss that right!anyway suppose to meet fangzi and gang at 11 but i have to follow my mum to find out some informatio for applying for st paul's international school la.so i have to meet fangzi and gang after 12 in town.anyway its getting late now i think i shall stop my crap now and here's a picture of my henna.

♥Let me fly away@12:05 AM♥

Saturday, April 15, 2006

[walk away]

You've got your mother and your brother

Every other undercover

Tellin' you what to say

You think I'm stupid

But the truth is

That it's cupid, baby

Lovin' you has made me this way

So before you point your finger

Get your hands off of my trigger

Oh yeah

You need to know this situation's getting old

And now the more you talk

The less I can say, oh

I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go?
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why you still standin' here?
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Just walk away
Just walk away
Just walk away

I waited here for you

Like a kid waiting after school

So tell me how come you never showed?

I gave you everything

And never asked for anything

And look at me

I'm all alone

So, before you start defendin'

Baby, stop all your pretendin'

I know you know I know

So what's the point in being slow

Let's get the show on the road today

Hey

I'm looking for attention

Not another question

Should you stay or should you go?

Well, if you don't have the answer

Why you still standin' here?

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Just walk away

I wanna love

I want a fire

To feel the burn

My desires

I wanna man by my side

Not a boy who runs and hides

Are you gonna fight for me?

Die for me?

Live and breathe for me?

Do you care for me?

'Cause if you don't then just leave

If you don't have the answer

Walk away

Just walk away

Then just leave

Yeah yeah

Walk away

♥Let me fly away@3:28 PM♥

girls day out with caslin geraldine and hadley today!
we went to marina square for shopping!
i bought three zara tops!
so happy!haha.
i feel so good mans!
i want more more more!
took lots of nice photos too!
here are some photos...

normal vs. abnormal!

me and geraldine!

speechless...

toilet @ the bay.

caslin and hadley!

I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go?
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why you still standin' here?
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Just walk away

♥Let me fly away@12:59 AM♥

Thursday, April 13, 2006

i just want to go SHOPPING very badly!
i want to watch TAKE THAT LEAD!
in fact i want to do a lot of things.
gonna have a long weekend!
tomorrow is a GOOD day!
why?
cos its GOOD FRIDAY!
why is friday?
cos it is a GOOD!
what a logic i have!

♥Let me fly away@7:41 PM♥

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

argh!why cant the doctor tell me something else than cold?

my morning was horrible.my head was spinning and it hurts like the end of the world to me.

i was having high fever.i didnt actually believe at first until pc period.

yokemay accompany me to the sick bay.the sick bay was pathetic noisy.

i believe those bitches werent sick at all.they just want to pon class.

thankfully i have yokemay to shut them up.hadley came and called up my mum.

my mum rushed down.i just want to thank hadley for giving me panadols.

however she gave me AN EXTRA ONE.haha.but its okay.

i went to see the doctor after my mum came down.than i went home to sleep.

i was rather having a hard afternoon sleeping.my horrible headache was killing my whole entire sleep.

when i woke up i suddenly laugh by myself.i didnt know why but i just did it.

i hate being sick.being sick makes me even more stupid.just cant stand it.

my head just cannot decide to have fever or not.it just keeps going on and off.

rahh.i shall just rest as much as i can.going to have a long weekend.haha.cos tomorrow i aint going school.

♥Let me fly away@9:58 PM♥

Sunday, April 09, 2006

i am sick of hearding stories i ain't wanna hear.
discouraging me in a indirect way.
i just feel like screaming my lungs out.
time is limited for me here.
counting the days till the actual day comes.
i don't seem to bother about it.
people talks to me when i don't notice at times.
feeling frustrated in some ways.
this is what my parents want me to do.
isn't it?
i don't think this is what i want.
but i think i just have to do what they ask me to.
this is what they want the best for me.
i think they have their reasons why they want me to go.
but i think sometimes they didn't realised what i really want.
though i might seem to be excited but i am not.
throwing temper at people seems to be the only way to express how i feel.
i didn't mean to yell at you all but i think i am just too much.
may be cos something is missing.

something missing in my life.
i think i've changed from bad to worse.
i don't know what to do to make me the way i used to be.
friendships might drift apart sooner or later.
conflict is always there to break us apart.
i really don't know whats going inside me.
but i always think that i m not good enough and something is wrong with me.

may be one day i'll understand.
may be when i am not here anymore...

♥Let me fly away@7:49 PM♥